It’s true what they say, that life is not an upward trajectory.
Every now and then we find ourselves living in dark places; mentally, emotionally,
spiritually and in all other aspects of life that can possibly go wrong. As an entrepreneur,
I find myself there every so often.
Sometimes in the middle of a risky venture, I
am at my worst mentally and emotionally. One study I read described entrepreneurs
as one of the most mentally unstable people. Its like riding a killer
whale; Onlookers commend for your confidence for taking the risk but in truth, the entrepreneur
is terrified to death, wondering how on earth he got there in the first place.
In May 2014, I walked out on my PR job to pursue my entrepreneurial
dreams; to build Xibra Digital & creative. Soon I found myself in a dark place because I was wondering
if I had made the right choice after weighted what my PR career could have
panned out to be. It wasn't until after three months that I knew for certain it
was the best decision of my life (so far). Looking back on what I went through to
get here; a better place, below are the five lessons that I can pass on to help anyone who might be in a similar position. Cheer up, things will get better.
Keep calm and call
dad or a mentor or anyone older
While most of my peers believed that I had made a wrong bet,
talking to my mentor Mark and my Dad proved that even though at the
time, it didn't seem like it; the decision I made to leave my job was the right
one.
The adage that older is wiser holds true and I have found
wisdom in sharing my fears and disappointments with older people I hold in high regard. You
will be surprised how calm they will be as you narrate your ordeal. Their nuggets
of wisdom that usually follow are usually reassuring. Talking to someone who has
probably been where you are is one of the first places you want to try as you try to answer the question of 'what next.'
Take time off
I quit my job late May and I decided to take the summer off
since I had not gone on a vacation since graduating from University two years earlier. It’s
hard to take vacation days when you are busy working to earn one pay check to the
next in order to keep up with the bills. I realized that, to take time off without worrying about
bills, I needed to move back in with my parents, which was not the best place in the world I
desired to be, however the idea of a couple of months of no work and hustle free rent
outweighed the desire for freedom. And that’s what I did. But before did, I spent three
weeks in my apartment planning the entrance and exit strategy,
which gave me a sense of how much harder I had to work each week and month in order to move out in the time I had set for myself.
Just a word of advise, getting back in the game may prove to be a lot harder than you may anticipate. So think long and hard before you make the decision to take a long period off because there might not be a job or work to come back to when the break is over. In my situation it worked well because I was changing direction in my career all together,so the break proved more helpful because I got the time to re-educate myself and create a new network of people I needed in order to accomplish my company's goals.
Your twenties is the best time to take a few risks and if this means taking time off to rethink your life's plan, you owe it yourself to search the depth of your soul to find out what makes you tick, what gets you out of your bed each morning and everything else in between.
Let go of the notion
of who you are and reinvent yourself
When one door in life closes, it is natural at first to stare
at it for far too long that we fail to recognize the opportunities that are right in front of us in our current situation. This is usually caused by the fear of letting go
of the known while trying to embrace the unknown. But you possibly cannot discover new lands without the courage of losing sight of the shore.
A month after quitting, unemployment and depression soon became very
real that the thought of calling my former boss to request for my job back
crossed my mind several times because I was suddenly scared of what life
without an end of month Golf tournament was going to be like. However I started
accepting where I was and focused more on who I wanted to become by the end of
my break.
Growth is inward-outward so I started a re-brand of myself, starting with my mental attitude, reading everything I could about how to be a great entrepreneur.
I realized that if I reached the end of my break and I hadn't learned a certain
amount of new skills, I would be a failure by default because I would still be
the same person.
Reinventing yourself made accepting who I was, easier each day. I Identified areas in my life where there was opportunity for growth and work towards achieving them. Soon the notion of
entitlement to who I was slowly fade away which made life more interesting again.
Surround yourself
with people who love you no matter what
The world is a cold harsh place and like Sylvester Stallone
said, “No one hits harder than life.” I have found that when I am going through
a dark period, I am not as fun-loving as when everything is okay with the world because difficult
times are a wake up call of sorts to remind us of just how cold and shrewd life can really be, which in turn makes us develop a cold outlook
to life.
But going through this period made me realize that its far
better to be a fun loving person than a judgmental jerk who complains about whats wrong with the world, regardless of the difficult circumstance I may be facing because I possibly have no clue to the kind of ish the other person may be dealing with.
By letting my family and friends be there for me, I have
rediscovered happiness and I honestly feel like a very lucky guy to have people
who have loved and accepted me for who I am at my worst.
Get up, Suit up and show up
(get back on the horse)
The final step is no matter how shitty you feel, always
dress well and show up to where you are supposed to be on time, which is the
key to true reinvention. In the first two months, I took on every
opportunity that came my way irrespective of the pay, and as a result I soon saw incremental improvement in work output for my company. Diligence pays off and when you do it often, opportunities
present themselves. Two guiding quotes on this
“You cannot connect the dots looking forward. You have to
trust that your dots will connect somewhere in your future” – Steve Jobs
“The harder and smarter you work, the luckier you get.” –
Neil Gaiman
The most important thing is to get out of the dark place, as
soon as you can because the longer you stay there, the harder and longer it will take for life
to start happening to you again.
Finally, Take time to reflect on why you got there in the
first place and how you can avoid it in future; write your own blue print of advice.
I was able to rediscover my passion for writing again through this blog and given
a choice I never would have chosen to go through what happened but like they say, “what doesn't kill you
makes you stronger.”
The bottom line is that I hard times helped me grow into a better business man and a better person altogether
which is more important than everything in between. #Keep Moving and growing. It’s
the secret to happiness.
